Cripples pt. II

I want to thank you for the few (private) messages I got after the last post. Though I'm afraid some of you were too hasty and didn't read the last sentences... I would like to publicly announce that I'm fine. And not the lie fine, just regular fine. I find it interesting how worried some people can get when I tell them that I just don't feel it right now.

I hope it has something to do with my personality and not with society. Being an old-maid should be a lot cooler these days than a couple of decades ago. I'll be damned if I have friends who thinks I should force it just because. It shouldn't be that alarming if I'm not into the opposite sex (or same sex, or sex in general) right now. We're back to the Disney-aspect of a woman's life: our life mission is to find the prince. And there's just so much more to life than that. At least I'd like to think so.

When I was writing the last post I was thinking the whole time "I had more to say, what was it". Because I couldn't remember the post ended up to be pretty... amputated. Few hours after that I found my notes. Here's what I had written down, and I'm not gonna explain them more because... what's the fun in that.

He did have an impact on me/my life. Why am I not allowed to mourn that? Why do we have to be brave and pretend not to be vulnerable? I wouldn't be sad if I hadn't liked him, and what's the point of being with someone if you don't like them. I mean, that's why I got dumped.

"Dreams can make you happy if you really let them."

"We can make the world go wrong."

"Words are very unnecessary, they can only do you harm."

How much potential wasted? How many singers, sirens, songwriters, poets? Because they are too afraid to be on stage or they can't read, ect?

Literally start to smell the roses.

"Make sense, not love."

"I'm alive, but I'm alone."

Women watch romantic comedies like it's porn.

Once I was innocent.

Miscarriage is like a breakup.

There might be more than you believe.

What is your superpower? What would you want your superpower to be? What would it be based on your character as a human being? Is there a difference between those two?

There's a mellow word inside myself.

"Open your eyes and you'll see: your eyes are open."

Solitude.

Some of those might not make any sense, but that's what you missed because I'm not an organised person.

It's 7am and I'm listening to my newly-made playlist of 00's hits. I want to link you a song from that list, but I think linking Paris Hilton's Stars Are Blind might be a bit too cruel. Even Crazy Frog would be kinder. So this is the blast from the past you deserve: